Swimming through fear\n      On a tour of France, I saw the Mediterranean Sea, but the rip currents       1        me. And it reminded me that I developed          2           due to the experience of last summer and since then, the fear wouldn't          3        .\n       When I saw a boy drowning amid the waves, I was in a      4        and         5       struggle whether I should save him because I was extremely      6        water. After my fierce struggle, I made the single big decision: to          7          the water. I finally reached the boy and had him under control; but when I swam back toward shore, the rip current was            8          us out to sea.\n       I tried to remember how to escape from a rip current, and with that, I slowly           9        to safety, thus           10        my inner fear of water as well. I was         11       and         12       in a moment of        13        and         14       .